How I lost my wife to the Cult of Scientology

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no evil (Photo credit: danmachold)

One story in a million. I thought I should partially share it with my readers although every little piece of it still hurts emotionally. It was the worst tragedy of my life and I am still suffering from depression regularly. I wake up during the nights and my deepest wish then is that my ex-wife opens her eyes before it is too late. Regarding her it is neither love nor hate, I fight for my children’s welfare. Writing posts on this blog helps me forgetting my depression. I feel better each time after writing down some of my thoughts. This blog will not end before the evil side of the cult disappears – this is my oath to the world!

For sure I cannot go into details here, it is important that my identity remains incognito. One of my social network accounts has been hacked right on the same day when I wrote my first post. Was it the cult? I do not know yet. I kept the IP address and PC details. Let me see what I can do with this. California, oh yeah – I also know the exact town.

OSA is a criminal organisation, therefore I am going to change a few circumstances in my story. You get a good idea on what has happened. This should be enough at this stage.

I have never been really religious, Mathematics and Physics are my favourite topics. What attracted me to Scientology was its scientific approach. It was still a new, contemporary religion that had not much to do with superstition. Very mundane – this is what I thought at that time.
25 years ago I heard about Scientology. 15 years ago I wanted to know more. I was one of the few guys walking into an Org myself. I completed 14 courses within the first year, was on the Freewinds and in Flag and had paid for my full bridge up to OT III.
That was too fast to get into trouble. The money was flowing and I was still considered a beginner. So I had mostly seen the ethics departments from outside only. It could have stayed like this forever and Scientology would still be the coolest religion on Earth.

But someone had to come up with a PTS story. It was a disaster. I protested at the very beginning and a lot of money later I was still protesting. My auditor ran several correction lists and finally he accepted that my PTSness was wrong. I must have had a FN for a while. But then I asked the registrar for a refund as I had always said it was wrong. Guess what, I got some hours back, but 95% of the amount I had to pay myself. The PC is the problem. It is his fault to sit there and be a problem. Do you know this reference?
From now on I was scared at all times that someone could come up with any PTS story again. In fact the auditing had been an implant of fear.

Fear? Fear is the tone level on which the “tech” is built on. This is worth a separate blog post for itself. So I am not going to explain it here. Fear is THE MOST IMPORTANT FACTOR for becoming a dedicated member of the cult. Unfortunately no Kool-Aid drinker can understand or discover this without knowing Hubbard’s real biography.

At an event I met my wife. Within a year we made long-term plans and married. The financial pressure from the cult then took off like mad. People were coming to my house and asked for money constantly. Scientology began to be a pain in the ass. You could not trust anybody. They were friendly, but only to ask for donations, birth auditing, books, IAS, renovations and whatever you could think of. The reasons were a never-ending story. I did not have a lot of money left and also learned not to lend out any money to any Scientologist or do any business with any Scientologist. You cannot trust the self-appointed “most ethical beings on Earth” – that is for sure! I roughly lost 250.000 GBP just by trusting the “ethics” of people who did the Ls. I complained and I had to learn the next bitter lesson. Whatever happens to me, it is my fault. Others were allowed to trick me and tell me lies. It was absolutely ok for the cult to do so. If you are being tricked, it is your fault, because you agreed to it!

Our family moved to another place to go up the bridge without any interruption. I had the feeling that there was no way to make it step by step. People were constantly working on altering my original intentions. So we settled down and I paid in more intensives than anyone can think of. It was enough to go from zero to Clear within months. (This was my third bridge. The other two were gone already.) I thought that would make any interference from anyone impossible. But – as greedy as they are – the IAS was after me immediately. I told them that I would first do a grade and then pay a bit, then do a grade then pay a bit, then do a grade …. I definitely did not believe in out-exchange and made it clear. But the IAS conspired with my wife. She opened the house door at midnight and let these bastards in on a regular basis. They gave a shit on the fact that I had to get up early the next days. I think these fuckers did it on purpose to put pressure on me. They came in pairs or in a threesome, but never alone. What could I do? My wife was playing against me. For the sake of my children divorce was not on any agenda. One early morning I gave up. I paid for my Patron and was highly pissed from now on. At least – I thought – my upstatness would give me some ethics protection.

Hahaha, what an idiot I was. Someone came up with a PTS story right after my big donation. He yelled at me while I was holding the cans. I failed to break his nose, I still regret that I did not even throw the cans at him. (I will punch him should I see him again, I promise!) And it turned out to be even worse. The next day he told me, he wanted to help me. I stayed polite in order to not get into trouble. We went to a room and I realised I had so-called ethics issues for denying that I was PTS. A few days after I started suffering from depression because of that. Whenever I even thought about Scientology it mad me feel depressed. But I could not mention that any action of the cult was suppressive for me. I could also have given up my paid money right away. It would have had the same effect. I regretted paying in that much in one shot.
One day the ethics officer printed out a list of what my next program would be. By then I have had a few already. I told her that according to LRH’s technology it was wrong to not work out a program together, she had just assigned it. These were more or less justice actions rather an ethics actions. I did not read the new list, stood up and left the room.

Several people tried to fix my situation, but nobody wanted to hear that there was no PTSness. I was conservative with Scientology and did not believe everything that was written down. Even according to LRH himself that was ok. I did not take propaganda for granted, asked for evidence of electroshocks these days, and questioned the membership of the Hubbard family. Sure, I was rollercoasting now, but that was due to the “ethics” actions. And it was their paranoid behaviour against me that made me a trouble source. Everything was fine, why did they have to come up with this nonsense?

My wife first listened to my story. But the pressure on her grew as she was not allowed to do any auditing anymore. She slowly changed the side, only god knows why. I guess it was a third-party game by ethics officers. I got curious on what was going on and why I always got in trouble for surfing on the internet. Feeling independent from the cult, I started my research. I found out that a lot of technology was altered. As I am generally hard to convince I had to check the allegations with my own eyes. So I bought old books and compared them with the present ones. Some alterations were on the PDCs. I was convinced that it was an easy task to persuade my wife. One day – well prepared – I showed an alteration to my wife. I had a good feeling, but not even in my worst nightmares I would have come up with this:
My wife put her hands in front of her ears and said she did not want to know anything. Weeks after she accused me regularly of being a liar. I told her that I bought all the books and it was a simple task to inform herself honestly. But she never dared to even look at the covers or touch the devilish books, which were written by Hubbard himself! Someone had frightened her. Here we are again: FEAR to control people.

HCOB 11 APRIL 1982
SEC CHECKING IMPLANTS
IMPOSED SILENCE: The simplest and most common implant—and its lightest but not least-deadly form—is the command to withhold. Implants could be said to be “methods of preventing knowledge or communication” and this can extend to the point of the person himself denying himself the data. The commonest “imposed silence” is probably the threatened child—an “if you tell, you will be punished.” Or simply ordering him not to tell. This tends to occlude his own memory and can be classified as an implant.

Some people from the cult visited me and tried to convince me that I was wrong. NONE of them ever dared to look into the books!!!
Just to add this here: I started studying LRH’s biography and now understand why policies are written the way they are. I am no longer a Scientologist. I am not a member of Anonymous or any freezone activity.

My wife now disconnected from me openly. When I was downstairs, she was upstairs. When I was upstairs, she was downstairs. She even slept in a different room. Yelling became her lingua franca. Did she try to bring me up from 1.1 to 1.5? There was no day where she did not say I had to leave. She did not care about the children. Her behaviour was ok for her, the cult obviously was also fine with her behaviour. I thought it would be over soon and moved out to bring back peace to the children. But this was a big mistake. One day she blocked the access to the house and the children. When I rang the door bell the police showed up. She had prepared this very well. The police accused me of being insane wanting to see my children. WTF?
There must have been some sort of report that I still do not know in detail. For many months I was barred from seeing my children and was threatened with harassment charges as she was constantly calling the police. She claimed I was insane. I would try to kill my children she said. And I was “emotionally unstable”. Evidence was given by another Scientologist, well set up! The judge luckily saw the story differently. He has had many similar cases in the past. I also had received secret phone calls and emails from my children. I presented them to the judge. My children were scared by her mum. Can you imagine what horror this is for chidren? They could not escape, the communication was cut down, they were not allowed to leave the house and police was showing up as soon as I did. The police treated me like a criminal. They said I had to go to court, but until then they would stop me from coming close to my wife or children. I could not even enter my own house! It was bought under my name.

Now the court case is over and once again a lot of money went straight into the trashcan.
But the upside is that I can see my children each week – my wife cannot do anything against it anymore.

So, what was the final (ethical) EP of the cult?
Our savings are depleted, our family is sundered, my wife is entirely brainwashed and incapable of doing her ethics formula: Inform oneself honestly.
My children are now having a terrible childhood. They are constantly confronted with emotional pain and recently called their own mother a “monster”.
My ex-wife started yelling at them regularly. And what for?
Her FUCKING 3rd dynamic that does not allow my children to flourish and prosper … in exchange for sitting in a course room. Yes, no more than a course room.
What sane person would destroy his/her children’s lives for nothing more than a course room

The court made sure my children are not allowed to be involved in ANY Scientology activity. At least we got that far. Sad is that I created that “monster”. I paid all of her bridge and education. She had no money before we married. Now she ran away with full pockets – very rich. But she will not stay rich very long – the cult is after her!

Cult of Scientology: The missing L-Rundown questions

Mark Super VII Quantum E-meter

Mark Super VII Quantum E-meter (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

The L-Rundowns are well known to exteriorise a being. There are 3 official lists: L10, L11, L12. The fourth one went missing, but has now been found underneath Hubbard’s pillow. L13 is not an unlucky number. It actually is the most lucky number on Earth. Hubbard was born on the 13th of March, wasn’t he?
L13 deals with PCs that have not fully achieved the promised End Phenomena (EP), a fully exterior person that can hardly get PTS to anything.
… a 30,000 megavolt being (I have to look up the proper number). Yeah, fully charged with anger after paying the highest auditing rates possible and not getting the entire EP.

L13 is brand new (you could say so 😉 ). It is the missing piece addressing the glitch that some PCs were still PTS to some degree.

Word Clearing is highly important on this rundown! If you do not do Word Clearing you will most likely not get any results. Repeat all questions until the PC has a rock-slam needle reaction. Then refund the PC half of his money and let him sign a non-disclosure agreement.

EP: Finally/really/entirely/fully/amazingly exterior, able to spot SPs, not PTS anymore, a 1 billion megavolt Operating Satan.

  1. Where are you?
  2. Where is David Miscavige?
  3. Where are you?
  4. Where is Shelly Miscavige?
  5. Where are you?
  6. Where is Jenna Miscavige?
  7. Where are you?
  8. Where is Ronnie Miscavige?
  9. Where are you?
  10. Where is Ron Miscavige Sr.?
  11. Where are you?
  12. Where is Denise Miscavige?
  13. Where are you?
  14. Where is Florence Barnett?
  15. Where are you?
  16. Where is Jentzsch Heber?
  17. Where are you?
  18. Where is Leah Remini?
  19. Where are you?
  20. Where is Tommy Davis?
  21. Where are you?
  22. Where is Debbie Cook?
  23. Where are you?
  24. Where is LRH?
  25. Where are you?
  26. Where is Wendy Honnor?
  27. Where are you?
  28. Where is Int. Management?
  29. Where are you?
  30. Where is Arthur Hubbard?
  31. Where are you?
  32. Where is Roanne Leake?
  33. Where are you?
  34. Where is Suzette Hubbard?
  35. Where are you?
  36. Where is Kay Hubbard?
  37. Where are you?
  38. Where is Alexis Hubbard?
  39. Where are you?
  40. Where is Pat Broeker?
  41. Where are you?
  42. Have you understood all questions properly?

Horror scenario: what if Scientology wins?

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English: Dead squirrel (Sciurus vulgaris), Tuscany, Italy (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Year 2030, our cheer leader David Miscavige made it! OH YES – HE DID! We are all paralysed, ehm … free.

It feels great. No one has been missed out. We are ALL FREE. 10,000 Million people are auditing on the OT levels. What a win! Thank you master and please may I now lick your arse?

How does our new world order look like?

  •  There is only one religion left. Guess which one 🙂
  • We build spaceships like mad to convince the entire universe of the gorgeous Golden Age of Tech III.
  • Dictator David Miscavige is the richest guy of the world – he really deserved it – whereas all others (=degraded beings) live in barracks or sleep in dormitories.
  • The united political system on Earth is a mix of communism and fascism (maybe similar to North Korea).
  • Innumerable objects, institutions or projects bear the abbreviation “LRH” or “DM”.
  • Most people are in the Sea Org to deliver the never ending alterations.
  • 50% of the publics do not work, they are all on course.
  • Children learn “The Basics” at school.
  • “Auditor” is a kind of valid University degree. In fact it supersedes all other titles.
  • Child labour is common practice. Children are just old Thetans in small bodies. Toys are only for “out ethics” suckers.
  • Human rights have been abolished, journalism and criticism disappeared as well.
  • CI is taught in primary school.
  • Teachers have been replaced by supervisors. They now make plenty of spot checks and security checks on a daily basis.
  • Pupils are not allowed to ask questions. They go to the word clearer and voluntarily request a security check or FPRD.
  • Will Smith’s school has been reopened and the stats are now 50x any previous period.
  • Narconon is everywhere, in each city, town or village. Well well, nobody is taking drugs anyway – besides OT Denise Miscavige.
  • Jails have been replaced by RPFs and RPF’s RPFs.
  • Psychology and Psychiatry are extinct.
  • 10 billion interrogations take place on a weekly basis.
    Do you still love cheer leader Miscavige?
  • Excommunication equals death, there is nothing you can do in case you fall out of favour. You cannot even go shopping anymore. The disconnection policy regulates everything!
  • Parents disconnect from their children easily. Such kids are just dirty SPs.
  • Pictures and statues of LRH are everywhere. You have to clap your hands several times a day. Callused skin? No? Go to ethics!
  • Each town hall has an LRH office. The reincarnation – according to the only TV channel – is imminent.
  • Super Power is still not open. 😉
  • History is being rewritten 24/7 (like in George Orwell’s 1984).
  • Study tech is being applied around the globe. No food or fun in academies.
  • People are exhausted. The statistics push is extreme. Excommunication is the alternative.
  • No spare time! Sand beaches and mountains are abandoned and signs tell how “out ethics” the use would be.
  • There are only two goals in your mind:
    a) Lick DMs arse
    b) Must clear the universe
  • Miscavige still discovers/recovers forgotten or lost materials from LRH.
  • There is be no practical use for the internet anymore. It is a waste of time.
  • Teegeeack still uses good old books, CDs and a few DVDs.
  • A new caste system has come into force. The Sea Org is the ethical upper class. Nevertheless most of them are degraded beings. DM is the supreme leader. The remaining people – the lower class – are PTS to Xenu.
  • The three most important achievements in life are (besides DM): Third dynamic, 3rd dynamic and 3D!
  • Children are annoying, a waste of time and sex is unethical. The population is shrinking fast.
  • New all time high of square meters: The cult now counts suicides and SP coffin square meters. Rocketing sky high stats!
  • You now listen to propaganda on a daily basis. The first dose comes with the radio during breakfast time. Do not waste time, listen properly! You must always have a dictionary on the breakfast table. And you must only eat dry porridge and drink water. Breakfast takes too long otherwise.
  • Time is important, do not waste it …. unless you build a new motorbike for Tom Cruise or organise his 5th wedding.
  • There is no private news agency. All is regulated by OSA.
  • And the legal system has been replaced by ethics departments.
  • “Agent Smiths” like in the Matrix run around 24/7, the mind police could be your mum or brother. Smith can assimilate any identity. Well, mum is not there most of the time anyway.
  • There are 4 basic sciences now: censored Biology, censored Physics, censored Chemistry and uncensored SCIENTOLOGY
  • Inventions like dolby surround have been replaced by the good old “Clearsound” system.
  • Hubbard has a cleaned up biography. This new biography is better than ever and his bio stats are straight up through the roof.
  • The CIA and FBI merged with OSA worldwide years ago.
  • Karin Pouw is sitting in “the hole” since years.
  • Teegeeack is infested with body thetans flying around in the lower atmosphere.
  • People are denied medical treatment and have to restudy the PTS/SP-course each time they are ill.
  • Chronically ill people are simply getting SP declared.
  • Miscavige announces at each New Year’s Eve that “HE” now found the final missing piece. The delivery of 100% standard tech can begin. It roughly adds up to 117% in 2030. Surely everybody knows that there are no absoluta.

FINALLY SANITY, hip hip hooray !!!

Please leave a comment!
I am sure I have left out a lot.

1 madman, 2.5 wives, 7 children, 2.5% out of control, not a single cure?

Henry VIII

Henry VIII (Photo credit: Okevolverphoto)

“OT VIII” is going to be renamed to “OT Henry VIII”. The cult spokesman said it would fit better and also expresses admiration for Henry’s 6 women. Hubbard CLEARly tried HARD to marry more often, but somehow he could not make it due to an SP in his vicinity. Nevertheless he had far more children than Henry. Therefore Hubbard’s dick wins! Otherwise the new name would be “Henry OT VIII” rather than “OT Henry VIII”. Makes sense, right?

Yes, this is no typo! 2.5 wives!  Kind of MagiCavige, who also let his wife Shelly disappear some time ago. I know the story is not new. All I am trying to achieve with this post is to summarize what was going on in LRH’s family and see if he was a better human being than us. Let’s have a closer look at our prototype Scientologist and messiah. If you have been SP declared recently, you might not know much about LRH’s family at all. You most likely expected that this super, mega, giga OT and inventor of the PTS/SP-tech was able to deal with his own children and wives. Well, let’s see.

Within the cult LRH’s biography is very one-sided. Artfully Hubbard is made a superhero who was a master mariner, pilot, photographer, author, explorer, musician, philosopher, philanthropist … There is hardly any single hint that he was insane, took drugs, lied, betrayed and harassed people or deprived them of money, time, sleep … (for practical reasons I am not going to list all accusations here 😉 ) When you hear Hubbards real biography for the first time you are most likely going to reject the truth. Do your homeworks! Investigate! You are a free being, you are allowed to inform yourself and you are allowed to KNOW! Scientology is the “study of truth”, the cult says. Let’s assume it is true, nevertheless Hubbard is the study of OMG.

Within the cult practically all information about this madman is exaggerated or invented. This is basically achieved by using half-truths or outright lies.  Surely you cannot find anything about his disappearance. Members could ask questions, so it is better to avoid these dark periods and not mention them at all.
The cult of Scientology is pretty good at repeating constantly “not a single cure” when it comes to psychiatry. Could it be that they are accusing others of what they are doing? Could it be that there is some basic truth in Hubbards PTS/SP technology.
I mean Hubbard really knew SPs very well … he was one!

Fact is: All children except Diana were or are SPs. Have you ever read about this in the cult? No? How come?
Such statement would definitely be harmful for the cult. Even Mary Sue, Hubbards 2.5th wife, was not declared SP. She was offered the OT levels, but was constantly escorted by cult SP watchdogs. She barely left her house until her death in year 2002. What a fate! But let’s have a closer look at the each of the family members now:

kingpin
1st, OT XV, 13.03.1911 – 24.01.1986, Lafayette Ronald Hubbard

children
1st, son of Polly, 05.05.1934 – 16.09.1991, Ronald Edward Hubbard Jr. (nickname Nibs, changed his last name to DeWolf to distanciate himself from his father in 1972)
2nd, daughter of Polly, 15.01.1936 – now?, Katherine May Hubbard (nickname Kay, *Gillespie, *Hollister)
3rd, daughter of Sara, 08.03.1950 – now – , Alexis Valerie Hubbard (*Northrup)
4th, daughter of Mary Sue, 24.09.1952 – now, Diana Meredith DeWolf Hubbard (*Ryan, *Horwich)
5th, son of Mary Sue, 06.01.1954 – 12.11.1976, Geoffrey Quentin McCaully Hubbard
6th, daughter of Mary Sue, 13.02.1955 – now, Mary Suzette Rochelle Hubbard (*Titmus, *White)
7th, son of Mary Sue, 06.06.1958 – now, Arthur Ronald Conway Hubbard

wives
1st wife, 22.09.1907 – ??.??.1963, married from 13.04.1933 – 01.06.1947 or 24.12.1947, Margaret Louise Grubb (nickname Polly)
1.5nd wife, 08.04.1924 – 19.12.1997, married from 10.08.1946 to 12.06.1951, Sara Elizabeth Northrup (*Hollister)
2.5rd wife, 17.06.1931 – 25.11.2002, married from 03.1952 to 24.01.1986, Mary Sue Whipp

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kingpin
Once in our Org we had someone on stage who told us that a psychiatrist had totally lost his creditability by calling our kingpin “shizophrenic”. The guy said that the master had been remotely analysed by that psych who had “just” read books about Hubbard. Everyone was laughing and clapping the hands. Not me, I felt weird. I was quite new and could not understand why “we” had to make fun of others. Someone first assured me I would understand it someday, but then wrote a knowledge report about me. It kicked me more or less out of the whole organisation, I never recovered emotionally from the report and stayed critical and alert to some degree. I knew that such reports were written in countries of harsh suppression only. No argument could convince me that there is something good about such reports. Today I fully agree with that psych. The incident tells me how easy it is to manipulate people. I watched reports on several sects. And surely the ease to fool humans scares the shit out of me!

1st Nibs
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ronald_DeWolf
Nibs is not only the oldest, but also the most documented child. He already knew his father long enough before Scientology even kicked off. Probably not all of his words were necessarily true,  nevertheless his explanations were consistent with the whole concept of our bloody messiah. Nibs turned against his father on TV. He also contributed to a devastating book called “Messiah or Madman” (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/L._Ron_Hubbard:_Messiah_or_Madman%3F). Obviously he was one of the worst SPs ever for the cult. Nibs had six children, he kept all his family out of Scientology.

2nd Kay
Kay was written out of the first and second will but not out of the final will. There is nothing important about her. She is not mentioned a lot and the only thing that is important for us is that she is not a member of the cult.

3rd Alexis
Poor girl, Hubbard has never acknowledged her as an offspring in his wills. Alexis took her stepfather’s surname, Hollister. In Hubbards final will he acknowledged all but Alexis (http://home.earthlink.net/~snefru/deathoflrh/1986.html). I personally do not believe that Hubbard wrote his last will himself. He was totally bonkers at that time, definitely unable to think clearly. Internet rumors say that Alexis has been in the cult years after, but has left for good after a while.
Alexis was kidnapped by Hubbard when she was still a baby. Hubbard tried to gain control over his 1.5th wife Sara, who was about to blow the whistle on him.
Excerpts from the book “Bare Faced Messiah”:

“Hubbard did not go off into the desert alone. He had other plans: he was going to get Sara committed before she committed him. But first he had to kidnap Alexis.”
“…and he was stuck in Cuba with Alexis and he had no idea what to do with her.”
“The Commodore was soon embroiled in another domestic drama of a different, and totally unexpected, nature. He received word from Los Angeles that his daughter Alexis was trying to make contact with him. Now twenty-one years old, Alexis lived with her mother and stepfather, Miles Hollister, on the Hawaiian island of Maui.”
“Hubbard wrote Alexis in a letter that Alexis’s father was Jack Parsons. He also mentioned that her mother had been a Nazi spy during the Second World War and suggested that the divorce action was a spurious ploy on her part to win control of Scientology.”

4th Diana
Diana is still involved, she is the only Hubbard left inside the cult. It is said that her attitude towards David Miscavige is not good at all (eg. http://markrathbun.wordpress.com/2012/06/22/diana-hubbard-horwich/).
Her daughter Roanne (*Horwich,*Leake) is out though (http://markrathbun.wordpress.com/tag/roanne-leake/), which means Diana is most likely disconnected from her.
To me it seems that Diana has a terrible attitude towards others because of her self-importance. I guess it is her overts that make her stay. She cannot leave, she has gone too far. Well, I could have said the same about Marty and Mike  (https://barefacedmessiah.wordpress.com/tag/wernher-von-braun/). Thus we might see her leave anyway someday.
Let’s see what the “Bare Faced Messiah” says:

“Of the four Hubbard children on the ship, only Diana had so far been appointed an officer in the Sea Org. She was a ‘lieutenant commander’ at the age of sixteen and wore a uniform with a mini-skirt and a peaked hat, habitually perched on the back of her head in order not to muss her long auburn hair.”
“Diana was perhaps the least liked of the Hubbard children, certainly as far as John McMaster was concerned.”
“‘I began to seethe. I was made to stand immediately below the “royal family” and Diana comes down and stands in front of me and reads out a list of my crimes, things like trying to take over and undermining this and that. It was all lies. I was so mad I nearly picked her up and threw her overboard. Then she chants, “We cast your sins and errors to the waves and hope you will arise a better thetan.””
“Diana, the eldest, had inherited her father’s self-confidence and was least affected by his lack of regard. Then eighteen she was one of the Commodore’s staff Aides, who formed the senior management body directly under Hubbard. She was engaged to another Sea Org officer and had a reputation on board for being cold and authoritarian, although she was much admired by the messengers for her long auburn hair, her beauty and her status; they called her ‘Princess Diana’.”

5th Quentin
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quentin_Hubbard
Quentin had the saddest story of all. He simply could not escape from his dad. He had to be the Class XII auditor that he never wanted to be. Why was he not allowed to be himself? It is very sad that Scientology stigmatizes gay people as 1.1 (=covert hostile), more or less the worst people in the world. And LRH could not cure him, he could not handle him, all his OT-powers failed!
Some excerpts from the book “Bare Faced Messiah” quickly summarize his sad life:

“Quentin, who was 14, was supposed to be an auditor but could summon up little interest compared to his teenage passion for aeroplanes: he was often to be seen walking along the deck with both arms outstretched, wheeling and diving in some imaginary dogfight, lips vibrating to simulate appropriate engine noises.”
“Doreen ran to the Commodore’s cabin and said ‘Quentin’s taken some pills.’ Hubbard did not need it spelled out. He told Doreen to fetch some mustard from the galley and mixed it into a drink which
he made Quentin gulp down. The boy vomited repeatedly and was taken to the sick bay to recover. His father sent down a message that as soon Quentin was well enough to leave the sick bay, he
was to be assigned to the RPF.”
“Diana’s marriage was in trouble, Quentin was supposed to be working for the org in Clearwater but was constantly absent, reckless Suzette was dating ‘wogs’ and Arthur had dropped out of the California Institute of the Arts after gentle Jim Dincalci had pulled strings to get him a place.”
“Quentin had been found in Las Vegas at 0832 hours on 28 October, slumped over the steering wheel of a white Pontiac parked off Sunset Road alongside the perimeter fence of McCarran Airport at the end of the north-south runway. All the car windows were rolled up and a white vacuum cleaner tube led from the passenger’s vent window to the exhaust tail pipe. Tissue papers had been stuffed into the window opening around the tube and the car’s engine was still running.”
“‘When they found out Quentin was here, I was told to get hold of all his medical files. There was apparently evidence that he had a homosexual encounter shortly before he was found and they didn’t want anything like that to get out. There was a girl Scientologist working in the hospital in a very secure position and she got all the reports on Quentin and gave them to me and I handed them over to the Guardian’s Office”

6th Suzette
Not much is known about Suzette. The internet is full of rumors. Supposedly she also is out of the cult and got sued. Well, well, we know this standard pattern.
(http://www.iptrademarkattorney.com/2009/01/copyright-lawyer-trademark-attorney-perfect-pushup-los-angeles-exercise.html)
Suzette expressed anger at exclusion from Hubbard’s death, and may have received a settlement through her mother.

7th Arthur
http://scientology.wikia.com/wiki/Arthur_Hubbard
Arthur was out maybe 20 years ago and Suzette nearly as long. He is an artists painting decadent pictures. His biography and role seems to be of much less importance than all others. He was said to have been hidden away in Happy Valley for a year after the death of his father, when he asked to leave the Sea Org.
When I asked for Arthur in the cult they told me that he would be a member of the church. I did not believe them and asked to meet him. The answer was that he would not want to meet people all the time as there are too many requests to see him. What a f…… lie that was! I knew it immediately, they just tried to keep me away, so I would never find out the truth.

1st wife, Polly
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Margaret_Grubb
Polly was the sanest of all. No wonder LRH could not stay with her. She was a heartful person that tried to get on with what was given. I’d say she was a tragic person, deeply disappointed, used and exploited. Hubbard, how dare you! Polly played a major part in Hubbard’s life, nevertheless she is not mentioned in official church of Scientology biographies. Furthermore Hubbard said in a British television interview that he had only been married twice and had four children (actually seven; he was counting only those he had had with his third wife, Mary Sue Hubbard, and omitted mentioning his marriage to Sara Northrup Hollister):

HUBBARD: “How many times have I been married? I’ve been married twice. And I’m very happily married just now. I have a lovely wife, and I have four children. My first wife is dead.”
INTERVIEWER: “What happened to your second wife?”
HUBBARD: “I never had a second wife.”

2nd wife, Sara
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sara_Northrup
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sara_Northrup_Hollister
Wikipedia is giving a pretty well worded résumé, here an excerpt:

“Sara Northrup was a major figure in the Pasadena branch of the Ordo Templi Orientis (OTO), a society founded by the English occultist Aleister Crowley. From 1941 to 1945 she had a turbulent relationship with John Whiteside Parsons, the head of the Pasadena OTO, who was married to her sister Helen. Although she was a committed member of the OTO, to whom she was known as “Soror [Sister] Cassap”, she acquired a reputation for disruptiveness that prompted Crowley to denounce her as a “vampire”.
She began a relationship with L. Ron Hubbard, whom she met through the OTO, in 1945. It led to the couple eloping with a substantial amount of Parsons’ life savings and marrying bigamously a year later while Hubbard was still married to his first wife Margaret. Sara played a significant role in the development of Dianetics, Hubbard’s “modern science of mental health”, between 1948 and 1951, during which time she was Hubbard’s personal auditor and one of the seven members of the Dianetics Foundation’s Board of Directors, alongside Hubbard himself. However, their marriage broke up in extremely acrimonious circumstances amid accusations of kidnapping and Communist plots, which prompted lurid headlines in the Los Angeles newspapers. She subsequently married one of Hubbard’s former employees, Miles Hollister, and moved to Hawaii and later Massachusetts.
It is worthwhile to read the full wiki page. The story about Hubbards devilish fraud regarding “Allied Enterprises” gives a good insight what
kind of personality Sara and Hubbard were. The kidnapping of Alexis then just adds to it seamlessly like butter on toast.”

3rd wife, Mary Sue
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary_Sue_Hubbard
She was a cold hearted, a calculating wife. With 20 years younger than Hubbard himself you definitely had one of these celebrity relationships. Mary Sue was imprisoned for the infamous operation/infiltration “Snow White”, which was a scandal that had nearly shut down the cult. After her release from the federal prison in Kentucky she disappeared and spend the rest of her life virtually locked away in her home. There was no way to officially declare her as an SP (and mention her name), and there was no way to let her show up in the cult again.